Sketchs







 

 

(Clockwise)
1. Germination, pen on paper, 16 x 16 cm, 2022
2. Cardiac scan drawings, pen on paper, 16 x 16 cm, 2022  
3. Hermaphrodite, etching of a laser cut acrylic panel, 9 x 9 cm, 2022
4. Francis Bacon - esque orchid, color pencil on paper, 16 x 16 cm, 2022










5. Mummy and the Anatomical Venus, pen on paper, 29.7 x 21 cm, 2022 
 6. Anatomical Venus, pen on paper, 29.7 x 21 cm, 2022













7. Lost Pieces, pen on paper, 21 x 29.7 cm, 2022
8. Graveyard drawings, pen on paper, 21 x 29.7cm, 2022













9. Flagellation, pen on paper, 21 x 29.7 cm, 2022      













10. The Crying Flagellant, pencil on paper, 16x16 cm, 2022  




















Prints











11. Germination, lithograph on paper, 20 x 40 cm, 2022






































12,13. Killing Me Softly, etching on paper, 20 x 40 cm, 2022





















14. I'll love you forever
(as long as I'm living my baby you'll be)
,
etching on paper, 20 x 40 cm, 2022



















15. Where Do You End And Where Do I Begin?, etching on paper, 20 x 40 cm, 2022

















16. The Crying Flagellant, pencil on paper, 16x16 cm, 2022



















17.Does Chocolate Ever Go Bad?, 93 x 63.6 cm,
screen printing and thin copper plate pressed on paper, audio, 2022






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Chocolate is one of the products we buy without checking the expiry date.
It is shelf-stable and normally will last longer than we expect.
I thought about a hypothetical conversation between a couple talking about a bar of chocolate.





A:“ I’m hungry, is there any food in the fridge?”


B: “Yeah there is a chocolate bar”


A: She takes out the chocolate bar thinking that

it is weird to store the chocolate inside a fridge.

She unwraps the foil and discovers the chocolate

is covered with sugar blooms.


A: “I think this one is expired”


B: “No it’s not, chocolate can’t go bad.
Check the date behind it.”

A: “Yeah the date says it’s fine,
but it looks like it’s gone bad”

B: “But it’s not expired”

B: “Just eat it”

A:  She slowly eats up
the chocolate while suffering

B: “Eat it” repeats the sentence slowly until it fades out.




I had this idea by looking back at my relationship in the past. My partner believed we still had more time that we can enjoy ourselves together.
I couldn’t disagree because I didn’t have the courage to say that we were not on the same page.
I see relationships that are merely there even though they have lost every bit of empathy and love for each other.
If the bar of chocolate is love there must be an expiry date. Being together with no joy is abiding by the estimated date. But you never know if the estimate is correct. Can you really say that “We are still together” if you unwrap your partner’s mind and look through it?


I thought A is the one that has craving for new love.
The chocolate has sugar blooms which means technically it didn’t go bad. Yet she is still disgusted to swallow it.
And B is the one who still tries to maintain the love that they have, even though it is going bad.
B stores the chocolate in the fridge because of the fear that he might spoil the love. But no one is capable to control when the love expires. Yet B decides to force A to agree that their love is still valid.









18.Purge and Delete,
17x13 cm, pen on paper, 2022














19. I’ll love you forever, ( as long as I’m alive my baby you’ll be ),
sketch made by blender, 2023



































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